I woke to an empty heart and a stomach falling from a cliff… No direction.. No path to walk but a barren passage to be trudged through alone. My body does not feel like it is one piece – but many .. Tiny pieces like my heart – separated – and falling.. I don’t know […]
today has been tough inside Is alone outside is consumed with isolation … not truly alone but feeling alone.
nerves pounding like drums under burning humidity empty with nothing.. imploding into everything that once was crumbling through time into the past, torn and ripped into the present.. internally I return to a place that I visit every day .. strange comfort in a land so far away yet so close to home. I am […]
I feel so inspired when I sit inside these turquoise walls I want to create and open my heart your bed brings me comfort and space distracted slightly with the purrs of love kneading into my arm or sitting on my work.. missing you while you work.. waiting patiently for that perfect smile your laughter, and […]
why do I draw blood, taste sweat and breathe sand.. drawings that are not politically correct.. but I feel restless .. i am tired of being safe why not let some anger out on to paper anger that i just don’t understand.. i want to draw but feel confused about the things I want to […]
remember that there is life beyond yourself there are heartbeats that beat louder than yours listen for them
I feel like warm stone with a heart beat and sad eyes my tongue disconnected from the sand and crawling fields of marijuana, opium and grapes pulsating green against dull beige irrigation systems controlled with garbage clogged with mud I remember- but memories can fail .. suppertime was the sound of a rocket detonating off […]
tonight as I pressed the backs of my legs against the wall in a yoga pose and looked up to my toes I felt comfortable comfortable with myself and content in just starring at my toes while my body lay limp against the rich old hardwood floors of the studio my eyes lightly closed.. the […]
I welcome your presence with my whole heart.. Today will be filled with adventure, wonder and peace within.. sharing this beautiful space I walk with 7 billion others along with the billions of creatures, plants and the fish that roam the waters deep .. Waking up to you I know that I am alive .